it’s really hard deciding whether to open up to someone or just keep a smile and let them think you have no worries..
I don’t like making people feel bad for me, but why should I open up to someone who is not being real or dishonest. how do I even know this is real??
Then again, I wanna let my guards down and “fall” allowing someone to know what is really going on in my head. this way we might get to know each other better, or you might run because I carry excess emotional baggage.
BUT, I refused to be the type to not let someone else in just because someone I was in love with for 4yrs betrayed me.
it’s silly. I mean to even be thinking about all this because I’m still young.. all this will eventually fade from my mind. School is my main focus and it needs to stay that way!!
I just pray that God draws good and genuine people to my life, because the ones that have been showing up are Very questionable at times..
be careful of the choice of mistakes you decide to make, it might leave you feeling more empty than before.
YOU DON’T OWE YOUR PARENTS ANYTHING
IT WAS THEIR CHOICE TO HAVE, KEEP AND RAISE YOU BUT IT WASN’T YOUR CHOICE TO BE THEIR CHILD
ANY EXPECTATIONS OR IDEALS THEY TRY AND ENFORCE ON YOU ARE BULLSHIT IF YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THEM
THEY SHOULD ACCEPT THEIR CHILD AS THEY ARE NOT JUDGE THEM ON A MINOR DETAIL THAT DOESN’T AFFECT THEIR LIFE
DO NOT FEEL BAD IF YOU AREN’T THE PERFECT CHILD YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU SHOULD BE